22nd may.. 1992...1993..2001..2004...2007..2010..

so, tis post is to thanks all my friends that remember my bday, although i know that u all know from fb.. huhu

but, i am greatful that u all is part of my vip.. my life vip..

i love u all..

my mom..

my bros..

my so-call-siss..

my friends...

my enemy..

huhuhu....

aku bersyukur sb still a life.. still got my strengh to stand, eat, drinks, shower, work..etc..

i always be like tis, never change any attitude except the negative cos..

tis what reflect of myself...

i keep dreamin bout her..

but, no news..

she will go tmrow..

way to success.., while i,

still standing, lookin for her progression..

hm.. but, i'll never be wit her again..

for tis time, i wish i got success in my life and love..

i want to love her again.. n to be love by her..

hm.. but, tis juz a stupid wish on the nite of my 22nd may..

nite..

posting 5 in the morning..

bru jer alek umah.. huhu pnat doh, kje abes kol 2, smbung g lepak smpai kol 5...

mmenatkan, tp enjoy the flow..

but, tis time, i hate to admit, i got no love to giv to you...

it juz, make me more hating when u r playing sick, cheatin on me!... damn it, bukan aku nak decide cmnie, but i hate to be cheated again n again..

hm... enough bout u..

then, i suddenly got sumting, bad plan..

i want to make the person stole sumting that once was mine, suffer the same,

duplicity situation..

but, i cant think correctly coz i need to rest..

tomorrow im off.. maybe join my new lepak geng..

sume yg pernah terjadi aku redha, cuma aku dah tawar hati untuk bercinta.. mungkin sebab bynk faktor.. aku mmg ingin sumbody to hug, to love, to be someone's.. but, im not a man to be playing woman heart..

till then.. [i love you] is juz a memoir... *_*

nite...

uhhh... cm dah stereotype je post aku...

yup, mmg dah cm satu theme lak aku punyer post, but i cant get away from tis pathetic, painful life..
sume owang ada naik trun, tp aku cm kat basement hidup aku je.. getting worse each filthy day..
rasa lama2, cm xda makna ja.. human keep so many secret and desire, mine is to get every person that i love out from this misery business.. slalu cemburu ngan idop orang lain..
yes, spa kata sume owang bhagia slalu, but their prob hve many option.. my only option for my prob.. hmm..

bru alk dri as.. yep, i seriously need someone to talk.. someone to hold me while i become weak..
so many tears that i kept alone.. fall down everytime i try to solve.. haha.. a guy cry? for me, tis tears help me a lot, like water to a fire.. hmm.. but, i cant show to anyone coz they cant see me when im weak, feel so pressure...